Today is the last day of school for junior year. I have only three classes to attend - the rest of it will be spent saying goodbye to everyone who's helped me grow and thrive here. I'm walking through the halls, joking with Steven about everything for a good hour and a half, but on the inside I'm sad. I don't want to leave for the summer - I want to keep learning, keep singing, keep being a great student! I want to be able to walk across the park and come see you when you're not busy. I want to keep hanging out with all these great friends i've acquired over the past several months! (you guys BETTER be staying in the city for some of the time <3 )
But i'll be okay. I'm getting a job that'll bring in some income - I won't waste the money on stupid stuff, I'll invest it like a good businessman. I'll run every morning and every evening, coming back to cross country with ten times more strength than I had before. I'll write the great American novel sitting in cafes near Union square, sipping espresso and sporting a goatee that my mom will probably LOATHE. Yes sir, that's the life for me =).
I'll be traveling for some of it - going to Texas for a week to work on my grandparents' farm. Shoveling shit for one day, rebuilding the fences and chicken coops another, planting seed the next, hunting, camping, sweating. That's a form of Zen for someone who has to think 24/7 for most of his life. There's virtually no one there who can carry on a decent conversation, but i'm not there for conversation. There are exactly ZERO attractive people there, but again, that's not what i'm going there for ;)
I'll be updating this every day, tracking my progress, posting bits of literature as I go. Meanwhile, what I need my readers to do right now, Is to post comments on this thing if the content pleases you. Feels like i'm yelling into a wind tunnel here - it's empty.
On this same profile, but under a different blog, i'm going to begin that publication I was talking about. The first edition should come out a week from tomorrow - I need you guys to send me any piece of literature you haven't shown me before that date, and we'll see what we can do with it.
You should find your way to GA.
ReplyDeleteOr even better, I'll be in Texas in July (for like a few hours, waiting for a connector flight).
I haven't seen you in forever.