I just had the most productive two or three days of my life. Everything's coming together as it should be; I've got housing applications filled out for NYU, i've got my bike 99% fixed, my band up to date and my book on schedule. Oh - and I'm running as fast as ever.
By all accounts, I should be happy. I should be THRILLED. But i'm not, because there's one thing that's missing from this list; something i'm starting to think i'll never have again.
It's the feeling that someone out there loves you. Knowing that you love and ARE loved in return. I haven't felt that since I was with Bri. I was SUCH an idiot to break up with her.
I just want to feel close to a girl again. Must I choose between that and being successful in life?
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